I HATE WINTER....IT IS NOT ONE OF MY FAVORITE SEASON!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR SPRING...anyways, life right now is going ok....it could be a little better...my fiancee is in jail and is hopefully going to be out for Christmas. Yes, i am engadged...no i really havent told anyone...except my family not alot of my friends. it would be really nice to hear from you guys...i miss you all....
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So i started another school year in indian river...and i ended up doing night school...because i couldn't take the drama at day school...to much dumb ass bitches who want to ruin everyones life so im not going to deal with them...fuck um. Last night was my first night at night school and i found out that my sister (tanya) broke her ankle...actually she didn't one of the girls on the cheerleading group did. Oh well, i told tanya that if she joined she was just going to get hurt, and she did...thats whats been going on, i really dont feel like going into details right now.

This summer has been ok...i've been in trouble with the tuskies (cops of indian river) three times in one week...for some really stupid reasons...this past week me and my ex's family was at my friend Becky's house for a few days..well, she had two people that were living with her...rob (26) and debbie (16) ( debbie has a 9 mnt. year old baby..keaden) Well the baby had been crying for a few hours and debbie and rob had been arguing...well becky went into the room and asked them to be quite..well becky ended up on the floor with debbie ontop of her beating the shit out of her...well jamie (kens mom) pulled debbie off of becky and ended up in the fireplace and got her face pounded in a couple times...while this was all going on i was out on the deck looking at the stars...my friend sammy came out to me and got me..i ran to the house and rob ended up running into me aking me for a phone..but i didnt have one...they took off and the cops were called...well the next day rob was at the cabin and the cops showed up..rob attacked a pig and the pig ended up in the hospital until yesterday...he took off...well becky got rob to trust her and she set him up...the fugitive team showed up and shot at him 6 times and missed...(WTF.....HOW COULD YOU MISS????) anyways...he ran and not even a few hours later they found him in a river in afton...how stupid could you get??? that shit doesn't work anymore... oh well..thats how my summers going...

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Do u know what Melanoma is? Well its a type of skin cancer...and i have it. I found out that i have it yesterday....its the first stage of skin cancer and it can be brought on by 3rd and 2nd degree sunburns..well knowing me i love the sun and i never where sunblock...well over the years i have had realyl bad sun burns but i never thought that it would turn into skin cancer..
Melanoma isn't deadly but it can hurt if you keep getting sunburned, so i have to becareful how long im in the sun for or else it will turn into the 2nd stage then it can be deadly. So yea...i thought i would tell people who care to listen to what i have to say and tell you when im going through right now..the doctors aren't doing anything right now because its not bad but if my sholders start to burn then i have to go in right away and see whats going on!!

i havent thought of a name for this yet...

one night her parents were fightin
and she couldn't take it no more
she wants scream-god how i hate him,
but he's lyin drunk on the floor

she wants to escape
but theres no place to go
so she just sits there all scared and alone
is this how my lifes gonna be?
if it is can someone please save me

She needed a hand to help her get up
but no one was there to see
how much pain she had felt
since the day they walked away
she need someone to be there
but she could see that no one care
so she just sits there all sacred and alone...
hoping someone would help her

I cant take this no more, hes killin me in side
i cant take this no more, i wish i could just die.
He comes home and gets drunk, then lays around all day
How can i call you a father, when your never there for me?
i dont know you anymore
therefor i cant take this no more

she wants to escape
but theres no place to go
so she sits there all scared and alone
is this how my lifes gonna be?
if it is can someone please help me

she come home and she walks through the door
he starts screamin and yelling at her
how come ur grades are failing?
She just walks away in a TEARS.
I cant take him anymore,
she goes and pulls out a 44, puts it to her head
and screams no more
wants to pull the trigger but cant
she doesn't want her life to end...but she cant take it anymore

She wants to tell her mom what happend but she cant
she doesn't think she'll believe
she goes to her dad
and this is what he said"
I cant take you no more, you're ruining my life
i just want you to leave me alone and get out of my sight
he pushes her away, and and goes to grab a knife..
and the nest thing she knows theres pain in her leg
be wants to scream out, but she knows what'll happen
well come back and get another try

she wants to escape
but theres no place to go
so she stands up and protects herself
for what she thinks is right
i can do this, since no one helped me

She walks over to get the 44,
but when she walks in her dad is dead on the floor.
what have i done, its all my fault
she called her mom and told her to help
she rushes over, and said u put up a good fight
You did fine...
do you know who that little girl was?
can u ever guess? well i'll tell you...
that little girl was me.


Yes..that what i delt with wheni was a kid...my dad isn't really dead, hes in prison and that makes him dead inside...thats what i ment...if you have any questions feel free to ask..im comfortale tell people what happen to me when i was younger.

~Melissa~

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